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Saturday, May 07, 2005

dr3amY ger luRfs the [Five] anD she realli do..

hmm.. listenin" tO [from mYee heaRt] bY anothEr level whilst wRitin this post. yeh, siminG's veRsion.. e realli sLow one tt gOes "F...r..o.....m...........y...o..u..R....h......e........a.......r..........t........." hahaX, pRetty soothin" anD niCie though:) helps to sLow down ouR heptiC liFe ['',] pRetty niCe hur.. lol.. noE this is gonna sound real weiRd anD farni.. buT yes!~! gonna haF a nite tennis session wiF val anD rubber ltR.. so damn eXciteD now. was rainin" earlier on.. sO tot not goin" le.. sO was feelin" a little down juX now.. hate it moSt when goD deCided to play wiF you anD spoilt all uR plans bY pouRing buCkets oF h2O from heaven (kie kie.. noe this is gettin lame)hmm.. aCtualli i tot plan A was beta though.. cyclin tO val's daddy plaCe.. swim.. anD cYclin tO A-Z pRata anD haf dinner.. buT ouR sweetie bLurrie val fOrgot bt sth.. yup.. she fOrgot all abt her great aunt anD go aRd askin iF ppl wan go swimmin wiF us.. then whEn she suddenlY remembered her great aunt, we haF to cancel it.. yup, tt "great aunt" +winkx

tOdae was a pRetty sad dae for mi... came tO school pretty earlier.. wanted to pass jie hEr tut and tok tO her bt e post tt chOo posted ytd.. yes.. it's still distuRbin mi.. then dint get to see jiE foR some reasons.. though we weRe both in e canteen.. ouR sChool canteen muX be realli gReat anD gRand hur.. but anw, saw her anD chOo @ e tRack.. +loss foR woRds+ i had realli wanteD to ask chOo who was tt selfish soul in e [five] .. what on eaRth happened tt makes heR feel tt waY.. cuS it realli huRts terriblY when someone in e five is feelin tt way. but i didnt ask her, realisin" tt it wasnt realli a gooD idea tO ask her faCe to face. wuD on eaRth went wRong?? anw.. toLd jie bt tt blog thingY while packin up aFter gp ended... then tink chOo overheard.. then she went veri sad suddenli i realised.. think she misunderstood ba.. i am @ a loss oF wuD to do oso.. jiE started to feel all damn pissed off again.. anD was tellin" us how tiRed she was oF this friendship.. shE felt like not solvin" it @ all anD givin" it all up.. but anw.. told them bt mYee plan oF mass online thrashin out session.. we need to tok things out seRiously..i dunno whY on eaRth we haF to resort to tis.. but it's e onli solution i could ever tot of afTer sQueezing all mYee bRain juiCes.... i realli hope that things will woRk out.. but cus tt would mean tt we would realli haF tO be fRank wiF one another.. tink xue's rite.. things tuRned out to be in suCh a state cuS" we haF not being fRank wiF one another.. there's a wall buildin" up amongst us... i'm soRi.. but i realli felt this wall esp. high bettween mi and chOo.. all e sudden when wang stayed in sChool to wait foR vivien, leaving the 3 oF us-- xuE xuE, cHoo anD mi aLone.. i was @ a totaL loss oF wuD to do.. anD i juX walk all bY mYseLf ahead.. until xuE came anD joined mi anD toLd mi tt mC is isolateD agaiin.. it's onli then tt i knew shE felt e barrier tOo.. i felt bad.. i meant i left xuE anD chOo cus i dint noE theY haF those awkward moments tOo.. then after tt chOo walkeD oFf anD went home all bY heRself.. we didnt even sae bYe.. theRe goes.. i huRt her again.. i felt lyke a tigRess wiF thOse lonG anD sharp claws.. goin" aRd anD huRtin ppL aRd mi... even mY loveD ones.. Y doEs things haF to tuRn out like thiS? juX when i tot things haF change foR e beta? Y anD how did things eveR enDed up liddat?? i haF been askin" this question infinity times up in mYee minD but still i haf got no ans fRom mYee dearie guardian angels... hai.. guess i juX haf to wait fOr 2300hrs to cum.. so tt i can thRash everytinhg out.. not even suRe iF all would "turn up" would be reali dissappointeD if i see < style="styleDocument: [object];">[five] ..

anw.. was juX wonderin iF i aLwiX do things w/o sparin a thought foR others.. was in e toilet wiF cheY, wang,xue.. anD van.. then jie was like askin" van if she want to leave long hair.. anD @ tt veri moment.. w/o a second tot.. i juX went tO correct her.. tt it's kip not leave... then van was like sayin" aiyoh, nvm lah.. it's e same.. u tink ya eng very gooD??" tt totally shut mi off anD it suddenly occur to mi tt i could haf huRt jie wiF mYee words unknowingly.. i alwiX assumed tt ppl ard mi dun mind mi doing tt.. but haf i reallin ask iF they do?? i thank van for being straightfoRward aCtualli.. sth i admiRed heR foR.. w/o her.. guEss i would neva had realised how hurtful thOse woRds could be..oh ya.. then went baCk e lab anD saw mC sittin" there all alone.. anD i met wiF her eYes.. i looked awaY.. yeS.. i did jusT tt.. i dint noe wuD else to do.. we left her out again...

was on mYee way home.. reCeived brian's cutie msg wishin' mi good dae.. hahaX.. sOrt oF cheered mi up.. thX.. mR niCe guy huR.. anw.. then sms chatted wif him.. omg!! he can cokk!! +guilty+ i cant even fried a deCent egg.. hmm..

woohoo~~ skateR boi now!! ~~rock w it~~ i m kinDa sCared oF [tRue] now.. gives mi shudders.. anD i tink i m still suFferin" fRom aFter effeCt.. haFin" phobia oF going intO relationship aCtualli.. i dun want tO huRt anione animoRe.. iF i realli huRt anione, sOri ppl.. i realli didnt meant it..

camE up w/ lotsa conclusion aFter this poSt..

eveRything that happeneD.. it happens wiF a reason..

iF u fall out oF luRF.. tt's because god wants tO guF you a beta paRtner...

iF u faCe pRoblems now.. tt's because gid wants you to gRow..

iF you fail, tt's because goD wants you tO learn from it..

anw.. wOrkin" tmR wiF char anD rubber.. cool!! wanna buY mYee celine's skiRt!! +winkX

+dr3amY geR woke up fRom her dream+

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